Bring Back the Dinosaurs.

I got a sign today that things are getting better. Not that they were bad but I guess I sort of achieved something. Without realizing it until I came here to write it down...for the first time today...maybe ever. I had one of those moments where you think to your self "Gawh, there is no where else on this earth I want to be right now." ... Its strange because I think I always had some kind of mental block about leaving Home and loving another city in another country but I always hoped that I could learn to love two places, three places, however many homes as you want as long as they hold people to love inside them. there homes.

So small known fact, actually something that I always thought was normal and now am feeling might sound weird writing it down buuuttttt... I enjoy watching Dinosaur movies (jurassic park, Dinosaur planet etc...) while eating pepperoni pizza. I keep my elbows tucked in at my side and make my arms look like t-rex arms. I have been known on occasion root for one dino over another in a one on one battle and comment on the commentary.

I do this alone and rarely. And it happened today!

I dont know how but today I just thought "im gonna grab some pizza" and got back. "mmmmm dinosaur planet yes." Started watching it... and all of a sudden a wash of happiness and love and almost relief just came over me and I realized that I do like it down here. I really do more and more. Its not what im used to and it certainly isn't perfect but I can love as many places as I want. Lets just say I have a crush on California. yes yes yes!!!! <3 <3 <3